Sunday, February 12, 2012
All alone, the way she feels.
You do not deserve any of the good things that can come out of your messed up situation. You deserve all of the fowl and bitter things that this world has tossed in your face. You deserve to suffer, and feel immense pain throughout every single inch of your body. Nothing you could ever do will ever be good enough, for anyone or anything at all. You're never going to have the happiness so many idiotic fools preach about. Wake up, sweetheart. You are one of those idiotic fools. You can say it over and over, as many times as you want. You can plaster it on the walls and scream it from the mountains, but you will never obtain the happiness that you've ached for, for so long. How could you ever let yourself believe that you truly deserved it? You delirious coward, you don't even deserve the slightest amount. You're a fool. You whine all the time, day in and day out, about how people disrespect you left and right. Well, you don't deserve respect, my dear. That is the absolute last thing you deserve. Your soul is made up of all the dark and violent things in the world. You push people away just as fast as they come. That is why you have no friends, and why nobody can tolerate to even breathe your same air. Why would anyone want to get caught up in your never-ending troubles? You're a pathetic loser. You can't even make a negative situation, positive.
Don't kid yourself, honey. You're not worth a penny.